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Monday, October 4 2021 

6:33am

EST PT with Delvis

santana, MD

Scanner obviously not working 

Monday December 13 2:20 PM

I can't get the Sim card in my hands aren't steady enough and all of my nails broke so I can't get the top off of the prepaid cell phone  

I spoke to Missy and she can send me a new one same day I can get it delivered the issue is that this Sim card is linked to the FCC broadband benefit program. 

 Through it it registers to apply for multiple benefits across-the-board such as food stamps I could probably do the Medicare application through that but I can't do all of us by myself with my head exploded.

I don't understand Android it doesn't make sense to me. 

What will probably do is reactivate the other Chinese Cell and put like $10 on there to keep it active. 

 The issue with that phone is it has passwords saved it for Columbia I have since been compromise. 

Can't see the password I can't change the password but it's in that phone. Even when the phone is not active I can connect to Wi-Fi and still get Internet sometimes 

No but I was here I didn't watch him I wouldn't sit in the room with him because I didn't wanna make him feel like the criminal sidekick  that he is. 

 He did not fix ANYTHING. 

But I did find and I'm not gonna say who did it because there were multiple people at my apartment that day, But somebody disconnected the modem and it's in Karen's name I was there when she changed over she did it in the Miami hotel room fucking bitch. 

 But Darryl took my modem. What I found was that my TV splitter I've been removed there's dust everywhere and when I turn it on it's simply does not work. 

 When I called Comcast and ask them to send me a Recents and well it says that the phone number does not match what's on the account and they cannot give me the password or reset it v

At that point they said Karen a pin number to reset it that's only good for between five and 15 minutes to get your shit set up. 

Karen of course won't relinquish that number because that's the only bit of control that she has over me. 

Now I think it's really super Duper important that you recognize this is not a new thing this is an ongoing pattern with paren tries to control a communications and that is a very very simple like ABC 123 simple sign of neglect and abuse for children they disabled and elderly. Now I think it's really super Duper important that you recognize this is not a new thing this is an ongoing pattern with paren tries to control a communications and that is a very very simple like ABC 123 simple sign of neglect and abuse for children the disabled and elderly 

I know this for being a therapist and working with kids who were abused as soon as I called them are called the foster home and was told that they are not allowed to communicate with me I went over there with the police. 

You need to think about this carefully OK there's a security code to get into the building. 

NONE of the people who came last week use a security code to an agent they all just came and knocked on my door.  They simply said your mother sent me over to fix blah blah blah. 

I don't know what fixing the sliding doors or the closet door has anything to do with the electrical panel. 

But the jude Elijah from Israel he's 22 years old and what's with the bomb squad according to him put on rubber gloves to change a lightbulb in the utility closet he then try to cut the power to the electric 

Call Teas boss and his boss said that he could not fix the door either of the doors I am the curtains curtains in the closet door because it was too much of a liability issue. 

A LIABILITY ISSUE!! 

What that mean in Laymans terms is it so fucking day address because it keeps coming down crashing on my head but not gonna let some young apprentice Highgate back up and fix the door because it's dangerous What that mean in Laymans terms is it so fucking day address because it keeps coming down crashing on my head but not gonna let some young apprentice drill into unstable door frame back up and fix the door because it's too dangerous. 

Karen clearly hasn't thought this through. What is a violation of the building code and it's violation of my lease and it's liability where she has $1 million liability insurance as per the HOA code 

I'm not playing with Karen. She has millions of dollars comes of it still not shit just to make it a inconvenient. 

 Last time she was here she stole my fucking vacuum cleaner that's a second vacuum cleaner she took for me. 

Ray and I were talking about just the other day and she stole my little robot vacuum cleaner that like she obsessed about obsess obsess obsess RoboT cleaner 

And she obsessed about the  modem. The modem of the modem modem

Nobody seen her do that she comes into my apartment I switched our crazy shit and she switched out the silverware on me. 

Seriously fucked up because when you think about it everything about appointment was measured clinically can I have the paperwork to prove it so that if I fall all right then I can get out for my walker was measured to the couch so that I could stay on top of that shit is all fucked up now. 

It's gonna cost thousands and thousands of dollars to fix it I don't have thousands of dollars are the patience and I don't have the inclination. 

 I guess what I'm just venting which is very enjoyable to me and really good for my sake and for my service because when I vent scream and yell I don't feel the pain. 

Where is gonna be here in a couple of weeks I member last year when I was at the hospital this phone access at home I was unconscious and Karen will you bring my iPad iPhone to the hospital I said OK I'll just wait for Ray to get it. 

And Karen said where is that gonna be here for another month 

That was over a year ago fuck Karen. 

 All right guess here I'm sure he won't mind taking a quick look at the fucking cars in the door I can probably fix the door himself. 

 Ray put together my last test I had I think the table so I'm sure he will rise for half an afternoon how many pick out a desk that doesn't fall apart the Karen doesn't have access to. 

Ok. Construction of the biggest started there goes my silent day I have to rewrap my feet to things came off. 

Here's my healthcare access pass. 

Oh shit load of my healthcare data got the latest one was on the phone parents of the others on the phone it doesn't start. Like the one you had does not mean that the information isn't that the information is there you just need a different way to tap into it. 

OK but mines race million and one things to do I don't have time to sit down and relax put my feet up seriously like I'm supposed to. 

All this shit is left over from last year and the year before the year before it's been over a year that I've been discharged hospital can I head to the back it's rehab because I was left alone with no healthcare for 13 days and unconscious according to the records Miami was able to get. 

We still don't know who called 911. 

Can't tell you how critical that is however for the meantime I'm going to just leave it at all there's no place to leave it there's just no place to leave it. 

When this shit isn't resolved all it does is go back into a cycle it's like when you program a computer you start was lying 10 you give it the first command at the end you put go to 10 it's an infinite Loop 

That's what is zero JS OK it's an infinite Loop. 

That's what is zero JS OK it's an infinite Loop

You can see my voice activation isn't working. 

 All the Russian hackers are all here I'm fucking Florida favorite TV series Russian  I have a Chinese keyboard… 

The Secret Service and FBI obviously now not only who I am but where I live because they came to talk to me. 

I really wish they'd arrest me so I can get a little team appointed I miss is really frustrating I can't handle this shit by myself. 

Last thing I order a mouse for computer because I can't use the touch up and it doesn't have the USB port in it so having problems your computer only has two US people I need more than two because I'm connecting portable drives 

The computer needs at least 100 GB to update and connect to my iPhone through iTunes so I can find my phone so I can manage my network. 

Make no Mistakes this is seriously illegal shit that she's doing under so many fucking laws can't even begin to tell you. 

I qualify for this FCC Broadband thing but I can't fucking use it. 

 OK seriously have to go and I said getting very stressed out I'm gonna take it out of it too overwhelmed and I can't start my day like this I need to just just quiet myself down get Cleo calm down Petco in lowest heart rate and just relax. OK seriously have to go and I said getting very stressed out I'm gonna take it out of it too overwhelmed and I can't start my day like this I need to just just quiet myself down get Cleo calm down petting her lowers my heart rate. 

I'm sorry. 

Cleo 🐾

I spent an hour yesterday brushing Cleo and she slept with me ALL night so I could feel her soft fur. 

Before my first surgery,  I couldn't feel my hands at all. You could have stabbed me with a knife and I wouldn't have known so it made it super extra special to feel how fuzzy and soft she is. 

She's a very good cat. I can't imagine why anyone would kick her in the face and hurt her so badly but I think I know exactly how she feels and it makes it super special that she trusts me enough to pet her tummy. 

Dad says you can't train a cat. Maybe so, but she ate a treat out of my hands and brings me all her fresh mousies 🐁 and presents them to me in her mouth. 

I guess she doesn't realize I'm the one hiding the mice all over the apartment!! She thinks she's bringing me a gift and I showed her with praise when she gives them to me. 

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ed/DailyDDose

July 5, 2018

Flashbacks to the last time I lost my insurance benefits and my sanity almost a decade ago.

The state cut off my healthcare benefits because Karen claimed me as a dependent child living in NY and they based my benefits on her unreported income.

She claimed me as a dependent child and even for food stamps while she was living in a $750,000 two bedroom townhouse in New York.

When I went to file my taxes, my tax return was rejected by the IRS due to duplicate taxpayer ID. I had to file an appeal with the IRS and the State to reinstate my benefits and lost everything I owned.

The IRS eventually ruled in my favor but it took 7 months to get it straightened out. I was working for Tennessee Government and had a pension in Metro Governmentt in Nashville but it took 7 months to straighten out during which time Lauren was handling my accounts upon my request and couldn't get her shit straightened out to pay my bills on time lost EVERYTHING.

First my apartment, then my license because I was living in my car in my car until I got a new apartment for Spotty and I on August 8.

I got pulled over (for reason unknown) the cop asked me for my license, registration and proof of insurance. I had the legally required auto liability insurance but the dumb cop wouldn't accept a digital copy on my Blackberry Pearl 8120 and gave me a ticket I couldn't pay.

It was the Blackberry I bought at T-Mobile with the $100 birthday gift you got me during the Obama Campaign.

I still remember the day we celebrated at the Harvard Club in New York City when Obama won the election.

If you remember correctly, I was in New York and that ER physician asked me to marry him I was dating asked me to marry him and told me I could be his little Sarah Palin. We had spent the weekend in Oyster Bay and as much as I enjoyed the lifestyle I simply could not spend my life living in a Penthouse on 96th Street as a "wife" and give up all my passion and dreams for some rich doctor who was more interested in my looks than my brains.

He wanted to come in to the Harvard Club to ask for your "blessing" but after the Sarah Palin comment on our way Nazi into the City, I didn't know who to throw out of the car first. Him or myself.

Left my cell in his fancy Mercedes and the Maître d' brought it over to our table on a silver platter. You told me to remove the battery since we were talking smack about the election and you were well aware of the long arm of big brother able to activate cell phones as listening devices even when they are not in use.

We were celebrating the election results and had quite a few cocktails before dinner. You took photos and forced me to join Facebook if I wanted to see them.

Cambridge Analytica, Dad?


After the election, inauguration and transition team, I went back to writing exclusively paid per word or per visit to the website depending on the publication contract (syndication, etc.) ans got sidelined when I went to file my taxes and learned that I couldn't file because someone already used my Taxpayer ID on another return.

I learned that it was Karen and she refused to file an amended return.

Once the new admin was in place I was offered a postititon with fhe Executive Service to handle Complex Medicaid cases that required investigations and a written response from the Governor himself. So I wrote the letters, and he signed them to make it official.

When that tax snafu happened it held up my FBI background check for 6 months and I lost my mind, my benefits and
eventually my job.

Then shit went from bad to worse.

Couldn't afford gas or to renew my registration and insurance and got a ticket while I was parked AT the Dept of Motor Vehicles for expired tags the day Michael Jackson died and then lost my license for a non moving offense.

My car died anyway and gas was over $6 gallon in Nashville at that time and there was no food, medicine, electric or cell service during the great flood of Nashville since the Army Corp of Engineers misappropriated federal funds to the wrong zip code and I was living in my closet for a while with Spotty because of the constant tornado sirens.

Karen got mad that I didn't return her phone call to to tell me she was marrying another asshole in Vegas and disconnected my cell phone and had my car towed when she learned my address from a third party.

Stupid c*nt told me she needed my address to send me a birthday gift she got me from Hawaii.

Needless to say, there was no gift and it was especially curious that she only remembered MY birthday in March two weeks before her own.
She then had ny cell phone (my ONLY lifeline to the world as I had no TV, cable or internet and then she had my car towed from my parking spot outside my apartment and donated it to charity for $115.

She took another charitable tax deduction on MY car, registered in MY name and has it towed from right outside my apartment without even telling me. I had to run out there and get my files out of the car for that because there was really nothing I could do to change his mind once it was up on the flatbed.

It is simply beyond me how she manages to repeatedly gain access to my information and accounts despite all the boundaries I've put up and the number of times she's told me that she doesn't want anything to do with me and my "vicious attacks" but you've seen the videos and everyone knows she's psychotic, hysterical, histrionic,
narcissistic delusional gold digging ho and a menace to society and my health and well being.

I was no longer able to drive to work anymore so I couldn't renew my credentials and licensing fees.

The end.

Love,

Your 3rd favorite child. Not including the dog.

#2ndCivilWarLetteers





/ed70

DailyDDose 📓 August 8, 2021

I took fewer steps today because I walk at night when it's cool. 

It's too hot to go outside today. 

Rose is coming tomorrow morning. She doesn't know that the entire AC system was sealed and sanitized. 

That explains A LOT that they found black mold in the vents. 

Explains why I get so sick every time I come home from the hospital. 

Also, explains the high electric bills and the filth and film I see all over the walls and the vents. 

They've been replaced but the cabinets don't close. 

All of these things support what I've been saying. I haven't said anything to Karen yet because I need time off from her brand of crazy.  The only way to get her to do something is by addressing it legally. 

She still thinks she should have what Rita has and wants Gram's Picasso.

She sees my illness as her meal ticket to extort money from you. She thinks she is owed money from you for only god knows what but it's been going on for decades. 

She used to ask you and Grandpa Al to give her money for this amd that. Told him it was for me and she tried to get Grandma Lil's money before she died. Tried to have her body exhumed over a pair of earrings she was buried with. Told Scott they were for me. 

I sent him a letter telling him this and he did not cave to her sick obsession. 

Anyhoo… looks like I can finally get the apartment painted and I will pick out the color this time and insist upon it. 

Here's my yearly progress.

It was going down until recently. 

I go back on the 18th to the Endocrinology Institute and they will begin treatment. 

My thyroid is so bad, I can't even put on the necklace gram gave me when we went to Walmart to buy me a TV. 

I have to say I finally got my TV set up and I am loving having YouTube on my TV with surround sound!! 

Also, never send me that Anmie song again. 

I like The Stones, Beatles, Les Miz… 

I do my exercises to music. Now that I found my iPhone 8 I use it as an iPod for music. I can tune anything out as long as I have music, my phone and my vape. 

Love you,

Liz

Elyssa Durant

Research and Policy Analyst

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Elyssa Durant Research and Policy Analyst

Pain Log ~ Journal 📓 DailyDDose August 6, 2021

Very good!

 

 

Good morning!

I just wanted to give you a quick update things have been a little bit hairy around here it was a very big Karen incident yesterday I don't wanna dwell on that and I do want to let you know that I'm getting test back every 15 minutes so I'm logging in every hour and putting in what I'm doing what I'm eating what I'm feeling and so forth… 

i'm actually dictating this because I'm having trouble or typing but I have some good news yesterday I walked 1.5 miles. 

A met with the Director of the center for diabetes Metabolism and endocrinology I do not have diabetes however I do have something really bizarre go out with my endocrine system my face is very round Flushed puffy and my chest also so I'm keeping track of those symptoms and I'll be able to give you more information about that later. 

I just wanted to show you that you know the progress that I'm making because it is very slow and I've had a lot of deterioration but these graphs that I'm keeping in the snow so I'm keeping in my phone show you the progression from January it starts as when I got this phone and then you can see a salary goes down so I'm done for now I am I am able now all of a sudden I cannot lift my legs put them on to a store and I can put my shoes on I don't have shoes that fit but I can lift my leg and I can I can put my shoes on because it really big deal!! 

I also am working really hard with Rose to get my place clean and organized and we're doing quite well considering what we have to work with and I have completely completely changed my diet I can see I was eating all of the wrong foods. 

So for breakfast I have I have tea which has all sorts of stuff and benefits I have Greek yogurt walnuts and honey I have one small honey nut muffin and 6 ounces of orange juice. 

Elyssa Durant
Research and Policy Analyst

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Elyssa Durant Research and Policy Analyst