Unwritten: Participant Observation "The Project"

Twanx! You think I should publish it?

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From: (redacted)

Sent: Sat Sep 22 04:39:50 CDT 2012

To: PowersThatBeat 

Subject: Re: Fwd: Parody! Any thoughts? NOT PUBLIC (yet)

Dear EL,

So very damned glad that you are waking up to the charade! Il Balo En Maschera!

Thanks for this...

Vax

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> From: Steve @Zidlow

> Date: August 25, 2012 8:54:52 AM EDT

> To: PowersThatBeat 

> Subject: Re: Fwd: Parody! Any thoughts?  NOT PUBLIC (yet)

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> You should keep all your writing and then publish it.Off course its good!!

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> Sent: Saturday, August 25, 2012 4:08 AM

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> I can't believe my mom thought this was funny. Maybe I should go ahead and publish it with the video I made! 

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> From: Karen

> Date: August 25, 2012 12:03:08

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> Outrageously good Elyssa!  You are the best!

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> Love, Mom

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> Sent from my iPad

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> On Aug 24, 2012, at 10:43 PM, wrote:

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> Just had a funny thought!

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> You know how much crack I could get this weekend? People are

> trading electronics in the parking lot for drugs. Too bad I don't smoke crack! 

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> Trying to arrange for *worthy* charity to donate  my stuff to because I don't want these filthy crackheads to sell or trade my beautiful things for drugs when I leave. 

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> I watched the property "monitor" take multiple items out of apartments after they mysteriously disappeared leaving all their belongings behind. 

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> I heard they were deported by 287(g) but they could have easily been murdered or killed like the man who lived down the hall and no one would be the wiser since despite the OBVIOUS "foul play" the landlord didn't even know that the police found

> his naked dead body in the middle of January after he started to smell a little. 

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> I wonder what happened to his things after they changed the locks three weeks later! 

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> Dumpster diving is common place around here... Sometimes they are looking for drugs or prescription bottles to refill; other times they are hiding from the police inside the closed dumpster in the dead heat of summer... 

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> But as sure as I'm sitting here right now, I watched the "monitor" take a briefcase, dishes, and some other items right out of their apartment into his own home. 

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> Other employees took furniture, electronics and clothing away in their "Academy" Moving Truck (same company that moved me from one crime infested property to another) and the same "COMPANY" that collects the trash and mows the fence (true story) 

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> I'll be damned if these animals raid my apartment the minute they think I'm gone and put their dirty hands on my property so they can get a rock or a few tabs.

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> I don't even care if sell my second hand TV for diapers at this point. I am *that* desensitized to their needs after seeing how they behave and operate.

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> One hell of a case study. 

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> Participant observation sucks. 

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> I don't recommend it to anyone who thinks it sounds interesting or exciting. It's not. 

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> You may get a best seller, a movie deal or 15 minutes of fame, but you will pay a price. 

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> I guarantee you will never look at social welfare programs OR human beings the same way again. 

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> They simply don't deserve my help or anyone else's. 

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> don't regret the years I spent volunteering my time or resources to help the poor or the needy gain access to public resources and government programs, but I can now see that these programs are a total charade and do more damage than good to the community as a whole. 

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> So as my time here comes to a close, I am both better and worse from the experience.

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> I no longer feel the need or desire to "help" people who don't appreciate the services they receive, and I especially hate the "agencies" who profit off government contracts and rake in millions through public private ventures providing sub-standard care and unfit living conditions to the tune of many millions of dollars.

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> In reality these "Projects" are modern day slavery and social darwinism and genetic engineering designed to keep the people sick, confused, and completely dependent upon the corrupt system by flooding their "homes" with drugs, crime, chemicals, and black budget babysitters like Vernon who look the other way to keep REPORTED crime rates down so the police and the city don't lose their precious funding. 

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> She gets it. And she wants out! 

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> Thank god I haven't lost too much of myself from this "experiment" to go back to my real life and work on something more worthy of my time and energy than live in disharmony with these animals. 

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> Truth is stranger than fiction.

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> Now that I have my exit date, all I need is a title that can compete with some of my favorite authors, scientists and visionaries that inspired me to write this book.

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> Gorillas in the Midst, The Jungle, Nickel and Dimed, Bait and Switch, Orwell's Animal Farm AND 1984, Kafka and the Truman Show all mixed into ONE helluva game changer! 

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> From an "UNDISCLOSED LOCATION" I bid you good night. 

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The Bitch is Back!

I have to keep my dark sense of humor (dark and twisted as it may be) in order to survive the reality that is soooooo fucked up no one believed me until they saw the paperwork with their own two eyes.  

Back in 2009, everyone from my Congressman to my councilman was trying to figure out what the fuck happened and why no one picked up on it earlier. My Congressman (Representative Jim Cooper) who gave me an A- when I took his course at the Owen Graduate School of Management at Vanderbilt University confessed to me that my case was so complicated that he could think of an attorney who would be able to understand the myriad of legal complexities as well as I could; and therefore could not make a referral-- nor could he help me find any resolution to this unprecedented comedy of errors.

So these are the things I write about... very funny to watch or listen to but a very painful reality to live with, thus the name Reality Bytes.

I actually got a parking ticket once for not parking between the lines.  How many people can say that?

So the events of my life are unfolding down to the tiniest detail such as the fact that my social security number was reissued in another state four years after I was born.

So even if it is all in my head, or I'm making it up to test a new screenplay, I can say that whoever gets the story, it is a win-win.

Because if it is true, it is a wild fucking story of power and corruption and the real cost to the average citizen like myself.  If it's not true, then it is such a good story anyway that nothing else matters,

Instead of being silenced or accused of being crazy and delusional, I will be celebrated for being creative and brilliant. But even the most brilliant among us would have to be either pretty resourceful or pretty bored to construct such a detailed and compelling story.

Many people have heard my story or read bits and pieces; and maybe it touches them for a second or two.  Others become obsessed with the finest details of my life from what I'm wearing to what I am watching on TV that they lose sight of the fact that I am a real person dealing with real issues and not a muse or comic book character here for their entertainment.  People have sold T-shirts with my name on it, created fake podcasts and many people are profiting off my name, likeness, and original works. 

That makes me sick. 

So many people think I am a fictitious character, and others have created fake accounts using social engineering and fake identities with complete disregard to how it effects ones life to have 65 fake ELyssaD's posing for webcams and creating fake identities to promote their own agendas, albeit money, entertainment, or just for the Lulz. They don't know what it is like to see all of your accomplishments and professionalism turned into joke and seeing fake notices of your death or finding that all publications are systematically being destroyed to cover up for their reckless and ILLEGAL behavior. TAX DAY FOR THE 501(C) LULZ

ONE LOGIN = ONE FELONY. 

But I don't see anyone being held accountable for destroying my intellectual property, my reputation or my credibility.  SOCIAL ENGINEERING FOR LULZ

Ultimately, it doesn't make a difference to the casual observer what it actually feels like to be living with this knowledge and grave injustice day in and day out year after year with no end in sight.POLICE CORRUPTION: THE CRIME THAT WON'T GO DOWN

So for those of you who are taking a moment to walk in or out of my life, take a deep breath and thank your lucky stars for whatever family, friends, or neighbors you have in your life to keep you safe. Jew for Justice: Finding my Religion

And maybe, just maybe, you will appreciate your world and your life just a little bit more today by taking a glance into mine.

SO, I will leave you with that little bit of insight into the one (and only) ELyssa Danielle Durant in the United States of America today because I am tired of people asking all the wrong questions, and both disgusted and bored by those who can't tell the difference between me and the countless fakes that have been created online to discredit me and entertain the blind masses.

In reality, people are overly concerned with the most insignificant, fictitious, or inconsequential things they have read or heard online or from the many people who claim to "know" me that I sometimes wonder if anyone really knows me at all with the exception of maybe one or two people that see me for who I am and what I represent. WRITING WRONGS

 So let's be real for a minute... many of you see me as a casualty, or desperately cling to any faults I have: real, imagined, or manufactured. Others are desperately hoping I am either crazy, stupid, or somehow so far from normal so you can go on believing that I somehow got what I deserved. The Really, Really Giving Tree

But most of you need to believe that I am somehow profoundly different from what you see in the mirror, because chances are I am smarter, prettier, and better educated than the majority of people reading this. 

And the very thought of someone who comes from a wealthy, well educated, well respected, well known family who attended the best schools and the best parties, could fall so far from grace scares the living crap out of you. 

I am the 1%. CIA: THE COMPANY

So don't leave me insincere messages or send me e-vites to rooftop parties or any of that other bullshit. 

Because I remember each and every single one of you and I don't remember too many of you lifting a single finger to help me when I was diagnosed or needed a ride to surgery when they found the lump in my breast or the 14mm tumor on my spine. 

What I do remember are the whispers behind my back after I lost my home, my job, my car, and any respect I ever had for those of you who didn't think to call me or lift a finger to help.  

People of privilege, people on the "A list" people who knew me for fifteen years or longer found it easier to believe that I had lost my mind rather than pick up the phone or come see me when my story went public.  

People in mansions and penthouses who couldn't even help me by taking in my cat until I found a safe place to live... or people who were too busy to call me, but NOT to busy to ask for my support [publicly] to further their political careers.  

So,  let's face it, unless you are prepared to help find me a job, or donate a few hours of tech support, or look me in the eye, don't expect me to donate money or my time to your campaign. I'd rather cash in on a tell all book about all you fuckers who still think it can't happen to you.

So to all of you A-listers, guess what... I'm back. And worse... I moved into your little gentrified neighborhood. I remember everything, so here's to you Mrs. Robinson.... 

So ask me no more questions about what happened, or where I disappeared to for the last three years while I fought tooth and nail to stay alive in the very worst of circumstances in a city that is so corrupt, it makes LA and Philly look good. 

POLICE CORRUPTION: THE CRIME THAT WON'T GO DOWN

Besides, unless your prepared to help me find work or have the authority to fix whatever it is that is broken in the "system" that allowed this to happen IN YOUR BACKYARD, then you really have no business questioning my actions or motives.  CIA CORRUPTION IN TENNESSEE

See you soon....   let this be your only warning.  You know how to reach me. You just don't know how to reach inside yourself.

^ed over and out.

NOTE TO SELF: don't edit simple blog posts on tax day! ;)

ps The book deal WILL be scandalous.... paybacks are a bitch, and so am I! *WINK* 

The Final Phase.... Total Police State

I was trying to de-escalate the situation with the local Police Department since I realize how much danger this city is in given recent laws to persecute Muslims and people who were not born in the United States 287(g)

However, after watching the violence erupting around me, knowing that I am the primary target [thanks to COINTELPRO agent provocateurs] and being questioned by the police about my twitter stream, I really don't give a fuck.

These people have no idea how they are being manipulated by disinformation agents, toxic living conditions and a system that is far more corrupt than even I imagined.

The "monitor" who controls the surveillance cameras clearly has some special deal with Metro because despite all the violence that broke out, he finds the time to threaten, harass and stalk me ignoring the fact that several residents threatened me after spooks came in and told people to stay away from me or they will "get in trouble"

WHAT THE FUCK? I have no history of violence and have never even been in a fight,I weigh 124 pounds and all these people are afraid of me? Do I "look dangerous" because I am quite certain it won't be long before someone makes another attempt on my life. 

Much like Treyvon Martin, I was told police were on there way after a man threw a brick through my window and then chased me down the street. 

I was on the phone with 911 the whole time screaming "HELP, HELP, HELP" yet the police claim they did not want to waste radio space to update status of my call to a Code 3. Are you fucking kidding me?

911 told me to return to the scene of the crime where I was assaulted a second time, and the cops didn't even bother to arrest him or take witness statements. In fact, the officer would not even step out of the car to speak with me because he did not like the way I was dressed.

Because no action was taken against the man that assaulted me and vowed to kill and my father (who just happens to be a former Fed) I constantly carry my iPhone because the cops claim they did not have enough evidence to arrest this man. They never bothered to check the surveillance camera and did not take statements from additional witnesses. 

They did, however take issue with the fact that I placed a video on YouTube and were even more upset that I contacted a former colleague in the Mayor's Office who then requested an investigation. They sent two Lieutenants to my home; one was aggressive and disrespectful and was more interested in what book I was reading and my website than the facts of the case. 

I was told that they would follow up with the other witnesses who would corroborate my story, and that a Special Operations Unit and Gang Unit would be contacted regarding the racial comments that became commonplace every time I left the apartment. 

One man hung up Nazi flags, another started praying in Muslim and all hell broke loose in the neighborhood. I became a target because I was white in a Black neighborhood, and apparently that alone was enough to incite hatred among the other tenants and I feared for life each time I left my apartment, so the police told me NOT to leave my home. THAT IS OUTRAGEOUS.

The other tenants became more and more abusive and violent since they now had a new sense of entitlement because they knew the police would not take action.

It is worth noting that even after I left, the violence continued to escalate and one women was stabbed and several other injured in fights that broke out in the hallway. The cops still did not arrest the people who continue to live in the neighborhood, and some of them have shown up here at my new apartment to harass me and spread rumors.

The neighbors here have suddenly became abusive and overly concerned with my religion and it seems the writing is on the wall. They think my healthy paranoia is "suspicious" and I think their behavior is outrageous.

They constantly stand outside my window and scream at me and the "monitor" called the police on me after he threatened me and told me I was not allowed to go near a "white car." There were SIX white cars, two of which have no tags, so how am I to know which white car is the one who stopped me at the mailbox and told me that two men were knocking at my door and were here to beat me up?

I may very well be the next Treyvon Martin and if so, so be it. I am old enough and experienced enough to know that these people do not see the bigger picture~ that they are being used to as examples to bring down the police state and usher in the New World Order. 

I leave these notes because I do not know if I will get shot at today, tomorrow or next week, and I think it is important to let people know that I have spent my entire life studying gang violence, and have fought hard against police corruption and discrimination so regardless of what happens to me, I do not want my work (or experience) to be in vain.

I am one of the good guys, and if you can't see that by now... then take some time to look through some of my publications which are systematically being removed from the internet by groups like Anonymous, Lulz, and AntiSec.

This breaks my heart, but I am fighting a losing battle. I am starting to question my commitment and given the communities response~ I am not sure if they are worth the sacrifice.

That's all for today.

This is the DailyDDoSe for today. 11:22am

Just me,

e
@ELyssaD

Reality Bytes: CyberBusted 12/21/2010 Posted on Firetown.com

CyberBusted 12/21/2010 Posted on Firetown.com

FIRETOWN-- THIS IS YOU! I HOPE YOU ALL APPRECIATE THAT I WENT OUT ON A FUCKING LIMB TO PROTECT THE INTEGRITY OF THIS FORUM, BUT I WOULD LIKE AN APOLOGY FROM THE ADMINISTRATOR(S) OF THIS "CLOSED GROUP" AS TO WHY NOBODY RESPONDED [EXCEPT FROMMES- AND HE CAUSED EVEN MORE OF A MESS BY SUPPORTING YOU!]

MIKE-- I'M CALLING IT AS I SEE IT. IF YOU RUN THIS FORUM THAN YOU HAVE AN OBLIGATION TO PROTECT IT AND EACH OF US FOR SUPPORTING YOU BY GIVING US A SAFE PLACE TO SHARE IDEAS.

NOTICE THIS IS YOUR ACCOUNT THAT WAS HACKED ALONG WITH MINE.

ARE YOU A BLACK SHEEP OR A ASLEEP AT THE WHEEL? YOU HAD THE ABILITY TO CLEAR MY NAME AND PUT AN END TO THIS SITUATION BEFORE IT ESCALATED TO THIS POINT.SO, WHEN I AM BEING ACCUSED OF SOMETHING UNETHICAL AND ILLEGAL AND YOU HAVE THE ABILITY NOT ONLY CLEAR MY NAME BUT TO CONFIRM THAT YOU ALSO HAVE EVIDENCE TO PUT AN END TO DISINFO AGENTS AND PROVOCATEURS THEN YOU OWE IT TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US TO COME FORWARD.

I EXPECT YOU TO DO SOMETHING AND DO IT QUICKLY. REMOVE ANYONE WHO THREATENS THE SAFETY AND INTEGRITY OF THIS FORUM.

WHO IS GUARDING YOUR HOUSE TONIGHT? I HAVE BEEN ON WATCH NOW FOR WAY TOO FUCKING LONG WITH NO END IN SIGHT.

"FIRST THEY CAME FOR THE JEWS?"

WRONG!

FIRST THEY CAME FOR THE COMMUNISTS! [REF: NIEMOLLER]

WAKE THE FUCK UP.

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE ACCUSED OF NOT ONLY A CRIME, BUT BEING UNETHICAL AND DISLOYAL TO YOUR FOLLOWERS - WHICH BTW, YOU WERE!

WELL GUESS WHAT? I STEPPED UP FOR YOU AND YOU BETTER STEP UP TO THE FUCKING PLATE FOR THE REST OF US. WHEN DID YOU TURN INTO A GREY SHEEP? WAKE THE FUCK UP AND GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.

GET YOUR SHIT AND MY SHIT OUT OF THIS MESS BEFORE WE ALL GO DOWN WITH THIS SINKING SHIP.

I HAVE PAID DEARLY FOR BEING SO OUTSPOKEN AND DEDICATED IN MY SEARCH TO FIND A PLACE WHERE WE CAN CELEBRATE INDIVIDUAL FREEDOMS FREE FROM REPRESSIVE GOVERNMENT AND TOXIC PEOPLE.

I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE A FUCKING ANSWER AS TO WHY WE ALLOW THIS KIND OF BULLSHIT TO CONTINUE? DON'T YOU GET IT... DIVIDE AND CONQUER.  [REF: COINTELPRO]

DIVIDED WE FAIL. 

FACE IT WE ARE NOT ON ANIMAL FARM-- WE ARE ON PLANET FUCKING PLUTO WHERE WE ARE TOO BUSY WATCHING THE MICKEY MOUSE CLUB INSTEAD OF OUR CHILDREN. [REF: THE CORPORATION]

WE ARE NOT ALL CREATED EQUAL. SOME ARE MORE EQUAL THAN OTHERS.  [REF: ORWELL, ANIMAL FARM]

SO WHEN I AM SENDING AN SOS FROM WHATEVER PLATFORM... THAN I DESERVE THE COURTESY OF SOMEONE TRYING TO DELIVER THE MESSAGE IN A LANGUAGE OR FORMAT THEY CAN UNDERSTAND. AND, TRYING TO SHOW SOME SUPPORT IN A LANGUAGE OR FORMAT THAT I CAN UNDERSTAND. [REF: #ONE]

#911 IS THE SAME IN EVERY LANGUAGE. #thatisall

cyberbusted

 FLICKR

NOTICE THIS IS YOUR ACCOUNT THAT WAS HACKED ALONG WITH MINE. SO, WHEN I AM BEING ACCUSED OF SOMETHING UNETHICAL AND ILLEGAL AND YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO BOTH CLEAR MY NAME AND PUT AN END TO THE SITUATION I EXPECT YOU DO IT AND QUICKLY REMOVE ANYONE WHO THE MEMBERS OF THIS FORUM.

WHO IS GUARDING YOUR HOUSE TONIGHT? PUT AN END TO DISINFO AGENTS AND PROVOCATEURS.

IF YOU WON'T DO IT FOR ME, DO IT FOR YOURSELF. IF NOT FOR YOURSELF THEN DO IT FOR THE WORLD. [REF: STEVIE NICKS TIMESPACE]

#911 IS THE SAME IN EVERY LANGUAGE. #thatisall

see for yourself!

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